SUM-Klary-tea

I started off the day with some amount of irritating behavior as my tummy was surely churning itself in and out.... one of the primary reasons being I was awake till 4:30 am last night..... no I was not studying at all .... in fact I was reading a book .... called DISTANT ECHO.... damm great book .... gobbled all of it last night I mean I could not get sleep till the book ended.... so you can say wasted time reading fiction rather than studying...... well that's me ..... today was somewhat a good day... had a talk with mom regarding my confusions ...... my MBA confusions ..... well told mom that I don't see myself doing anything after that and it was scary ...... told her that the creative fields are something that I am more interested in and that the pull is so much that it is giving me sleepless nights.... apart from the book that is..... well mom told me that if I did not want to do my MBA then set up some business as I was somebody who always dreamt of running my own show..... good thought I said but then again there would be loans involved in setting up the business and since my economic background is not that very strong mom would have to take the loan.... which is something I dont want.... I mean my mom has done so much for me and supported me in all my adventures and all I have ever given her is a bucketfull of failures ..... I don't want that to ever happen again.... so the discussion continued and finally we came to a conclusion that whatever MBA I ended up doing it should be something that is close to the MEDIA and ENTERTAINMENT industry..... that made me feel really opptimistic about the whole idea of an MBA..... my mommy is the greatest ... why didn't I think of something like that ... maybe I was so muddled up in my web of confusions that I missed the point.... or maybe it's because mom's always know what their childen would be good at.... so finally it's decided I am going to do that MBA ... ya ya I know that I said this yesterday also.... but I am getting surer as the days bounce by .... the only problem is that time is running too .... and there is that big wall called GMAT to cross before I reach the lush green fields of an MBA..... so lil Gau got a lil bit more serious today and actually did some studying .... yes yes believe it..... I did some Rate and Work concepts ... not much though but still there is a begining ..... and that feels good ...... so now will have to remember the formula better ......SPEED= DISTANCE/TIME..... which implies TIME= SPEED/DISTANCE..... and in my case the TIME element is very less and the DISTANCE element is very large and my SPEED is something which only a turtle or rather a snail would be proud of .... so the time has come to optimize and beat time at it's own game ...... hoppin for the best.....ciao