CON-Fushion

Ok i have to accept that I wasted yet another perfectly sunny day on this beautiful third rock from the sun...... I had planned to do some rate and work problems today .... but finally did not manage to do any.... somehow the interest is not coming ...... I know I have to give the GMAT and then do my MBA from some fairly decent university in the USA ..... but the problem with me is that I don't know why..... I mean what will I do after my MBA I am absolutely clueless about it...... Today was the day when this ultimate question popped in my lil brain..... WHY MBA......:(..... and I could feel empty space resonating sounds within my cerebrum.... I have always dreamt of doing something different .... like becoming an Actor.... or maybe a Writer.... how is my MBA going to help me achieve these goals..... almost went into depression thinking about it..... Was getting frustrated at anybody mentioning about an MBA..... So did what I always do when I am low.... called up my sweetheart had a talk with her.... she told me something which gave me a big boost.... she said I could go ahead and do whatever I wanted she would support me in my endeavors .... if I wanted to be an actor i could as well go ahead and struggle.... she would support me .... now these simple lines have given me a lot of faith and confidence ..... so now what.... can I try and take the plunge into acting..... maybe yes.... but then if she has so much faith in me and is ready to help and support me and become my anchor in whatever I plan to do .... then even I should act responsible and do something ...or rather achieve something before plunging into my dreams...... well yes you guessed it right I will go ahead and prepare for that dreaded test and go ahead and do my MBA.... acting can wait .... maybe I wont get a lead role maybe I will get the role of somebody's father or elderly uncle .... but what the hell i might atleast live my dream someday.... let me hope for the best now..... if in case my dreams don't come true then maybe I will still be working with some firm in some position doing some marketing or other such stuff.... but for now MBA has become the hurdle no 1 to cross ...... everything can wait ... let's see what this rollercoaster of a life has in store for me.....ciao